Here are some love-y songs I've been listening to a lot lately. I put the title, singer, and some of my favorite lines of each one. Don't they make you feel some type of way?
IFHY - Tyler, The Creator
Cause when I hear your name I cannot stop cheesing
I love you so much that my heart stops beating when you're leaving
And I'm grieving and my heart starts bleeding
Life without you has no goddamn meaning
She's Mine Pt. 1 - J. Cole
It would take more than some years to get over all my fears
Preventing me from letting you see all of me perfectly clear
Sober - Childish Gambino
If you just give it a chance, loving you is not my plan
Cause I know one day you'll see
All the things that we can be
Get You - Daniel Caesar
Every time I look into your eyes I see it
You're all I need
Shot Down - Khalid
If we're keeping it a hundred, you're all that I need for me
From the jump until forever from now, I would ride for you
Electric - Alina Baraz
Whisper in my ear, I'm the only one you're loving on
Take advantage of the moment, you're the only one that I want
Doesn't this picture give you the ultimate comfort? The books, the rain, the lamp, the candles. Ugh, I love it so much.
Lately I've been feeling a lot of things. I should be using my blog more as an outlet, but I've mostly been journaling. Some days are really awesome and others I feel really alone and down. Weird, right? I'm stuck between wanting to stay here with friends that I know and wanting to go back to Boston to start senior year. I'm not really sure how to put it all into words, but I thought I'd write a little something on what I've been feeling for the past few weeks or so.
Hope you're all doing well! I'll write more soon and I promise to put together some better posts. My parents went to the beach for the week, so it's just my dog and I at home, which is awesome but it's also pretty lonely sometimes, so I'm trying to use the alone time to my advantage.
I've been super obsessed with Portland lately. I've even been looking at jobs over there for after graduation. I think it would be the perfect spot because it's in a new location but it's still a reasonable distance, rather than Hawaii or Iceland like I was looking before. Plus it's an awesome city! I think I was meant to be in Portland.
Happy August! Can you believe how fast the year is going? I'm ready to go back to school though. Exactly 1 month! Until my senior year! What?!
Anyway, my next tattoo is going to be a black and grey floral piece on my shoulder and upper arm. I'm thinking a quarter sleeve. Right now I'm just trying to think of the flowers I want incorporated in it. I'm thinking Margherita flowers but I'm not sure what else! I'm hoping to get it before graduation, I just need to find the perfect artist. I have a really specific style that I'm going for and it's actually really hard to find someone I like that's fairly close.
Pretty, right?! I'm so excited. I've wanted this tattoo for a super long time but I've been saving so much for travel that I haven't really put any aside for the ink. But now I finally can!